Monday, August 25, 2008

Meeting Mr. X

Late 2005 yet became the saddest time in my life.. laughters turned to tears.. tears turned to break-up.. relationship down the drain... Well years had passed.. Break-up turned to forgiveness.. forgiveness turned to forgetting the past.. Well that's what happened with me..


Time had passed.. wound heals.. I have moved on with my life, he had moved on with his.. but forgetting the person you onced loved is probably not gonna happen..it will always be a part of you no matter what you do..

Meeting him once again.. is quite weird.. when i saw him.. all i did was to give him a big smile and a big hug.. It felt awkward at first.. Knowing that he was once mine.. the same person you had spend most of your time with.. the laughters, sweet moments, secrets you've shared..you know things that boyfriends and girlfriends do.. well it really did felt different.. i really cant think of the exact word that i felt at that time... it took a bit for me to get comfortable talking with him..

Why i agreed to meet with him??.. well i guess i just wanted to know how it felt to meet someone you once shared your life with. ganun pala yung feeling nun.. one thing also why i did, was to confirm if i totally really have moved on.. well i guess i did.. seeing him.. once again really felt different na.. it just felt like meeting once again a very close friend.. i cant really explain it, maybe people who would read this that have been in this situation would understand what i mean.. maybe what i'm pointing at is.. "the spark is gone".. yeah it's really gone.. somehow.. it did felt good coz now i really can say that i've moved on na talga.. i'm really happy for him.. I can sense that his happy with his life too.. he is already married.. and stays in Macau...


















I wasnt expecting seeing him again.. I posted this blog not to ruin anyone'a life.. i just posted this to say what i want to say... to Mr. Luis C. Chiong III.. thanks for everything... You Enjoy life.. Live well..Stay happy... I'll see you around..